As I've grown and matured- as with anyone, I have been constantly finding answers and questions. I have struggled relentlessly with mental health from a young age. I was diagnosed with "ADD", "ODD", and "depression" as a kindergartner and medicated as a result with various add medications, antidepressants, sleep aids, and as I got into my teens, an anti-psychotic. At my current age, I don't think I should have been on any of those drugs. I know now that I was suffering some ridiculous emotional abuse and was in an extremely unstable environment (in my teens, either from the stress or amphetamines, I was having auditory and visual hallucinatio